i am bored..

i am damn bored!!



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okaii..i'm so sorii to waste your time..well i'm going to write blog then, to show that i am sorry..



i will write what Reader's Digest tell me to..



first of all, i need to REFLECT..



1. A WISH LIST

* meet new friends

* lose weight

* have a full one dae for myself

* treat my mom, sister, and cousin

* have french pedicure and manicure

* get massaged and sauna n etc etc

* meet my old friends

* freedom

* live in reality

* throw old one and get a new one

* die in peace

* etc..



2. describe my life in a day

* school

* give tuition

* lunch with ex-roomies

* boyfriend

* ol

* CCA

* alone in the room at nite



3. if i only have a year to live on...

-i'd do things i haven't done:

*paraceiling

*wearing bikini

*going to bali

*going to bangkok

-do things i've always wanted to
*eatting all the nice food

*cut my hair damn short

*wear whatever it is that i like to wear

*telling everyone that i love my feeling towards them

*spending my time with them

*travelling with my sister to mauritius

*colour my hair the colour of a rainbow

4. the valus of values

*what do you care most about?
eem..my family probably?definitely not my life though.after all, what's the point of continuing life without being able to fully enjoy everything, when everything i feel is no longer able to be called feeling?

*do you have a life philosophy? eem..nope..i don't think so..i don't even have any opinions towards anything for goodness sake..

*what motivates you? well it used to be my parents n miun sim n manda who motivated me..to pass A level and O level with flying color, but now?i don't ven have anywhere i can call 'destination'.how can others help me then?

walao!!it's a total failure lho.i can't even do this thing?tsktsktsk...

my first ever blog after eight months!!

since it is my first -and therefore special- blog,i want to present this to my long lost best friend, who is now having the time of her life in JAPAN!!

and so the story went like this..

* LONG long time ago, there lived an 'average' looking guy with a below-than-average height, named DUMB (name has been changed to respect his privacy). Dumb was a quite smart boy. In fact, he was given an ASEAN scholarship when he was 15 years old. In Singapore however, he was rather lonely because nobody wanted to become his friend. And the time went on...

DUMB was now 18 years old. He had successfully adapted himself so that he was no longer associated by the term 'anti-social', instead, the term was now 'irritating'. Well, at least there WAS an improvement, right?

The poor boy was not lonely anymore altough almost all of his schoolmates didn't like him at all. It was all because he had a very good friend -who fortunately for him, was also a beautiful,kind, and caring girl. Well, life was fair to him after all. He: whose face was not very pleasant; whose friends did not like him at all; whose ego was too much for anyone to bear, was lucky enough to finally get her. Well, well, well, wasn't life wonderfully beautiful for this loser boy?

Despite of people's better judgement, the smart Dumb decided that he had had enough of the girl's love. But again, who are we to measure one's IQ? After all, Dumb was not that smart for throwing away the only good thing that could ever happen to him. Aah, maybe he was one of those guys who had been born to be a total loser.

Well, we'd better continue with the story, rather than pity him. Some people just didn't know how lucky they were. Aniwae, this loser went to Canada after he had broken up with the beautiful girl. Trying to get girls in Canada was another devastating experience he got as he was always get rejected (poor our boy!!), either because of his face, or his height, or sometimes it was both.

Soon, he went crazy for being unloved and he had to quit his school to get therapy. The therapy unfortunately didn't work and he was put in jail for 1year for molesting a little girl (poor little girl). In the jail, being too weak to fight for himself, Dumb was raped by his cellmates. He was devastated. He felt as if he didn't have anymore of his self-respect. He wanted to commit suicide, but he didn't know how to die painlessly and fast. He was too scared.

However, soon enough, he realised his true destiny : to be a GAY!!

So he lived with his prince aka cellmate happily ever after..

THE END!!

ps. i hope you won't be angry seeing this. It's just that I suddenly have this urge to write about that loser!!Ooh, btw, i miss you!!