the last ASEAN dance

yeah..i think the flowr is not bad.i kinda lyk the colour..haha..though it was unxpctdly came from an unxpctd prson who i dunno at all..but yeah..at least i got one flowr..

aniwae ASEAN dance wasn't as fun as it used to b..it was pretty borin as a mattr of fact.. (man, jangan sdi yaah ga bs datnk..it was really quite a disastr..)

i wore a sleeveless!!!it was pretty amazing actually n i was vr far from bein confident..neve hav i ever worn sumtin lyk tat my whole lyf!!well..but it was worth the feelin cozz in the end there were so many pple complimntin me tat nite..even olip n mike said so too..too many of the unxpctd!!

the fast dance was vr borin as nobody danced..well..sum pple do..but the spirit was juzz not there..dunno y.n dun ask me how cum..it was vr vr borin!!in the end i juzz took a lot n a lot of photos..

i dancd wit 3guys durin slow dance..well, turnd out i am still attractive for those guys youngr than me..eeh..hellow?!i am 19 okaii..tat kid still dare to chase aftr me?!walao..summore ystrdae i lookd vr maturd lhe..(i wore sumtin look lyk a dress okaii!!

yeah..i was vr surprised when tis guy suddnly came to me n said,'heii..excuse me..but i find u vr cute..do u mind takin picture wit me?'

i was lyk..'haah?!oooh..eem..okaii..'

aftrwards he still askd me to dance wit him summore!!den his hands were tremblin n he told me he was nervous..wth?!a bit freaky rite?!still a kid, still dare to try to flirt wit me..walao!!wait long long lha k!!

well..den i dancd with jason lau n allen..both in my attmpt to hide from tat kid who still wantd to dance wit me..walao!!

well..aniwae..tat's all for asean dance i suppose..the stayin ovrnite part was much much more fun than the asean dance itself..we had fun chattin n i really felt lyk i was who i was in nanyang..it was so much fun!!gossip..gossip..

we went to 7elevn which turnd out to b quite far since a lot of us were hungry..the othrs, though, styad in the hotl..than we chitchat till 4am in the mornin..n a lot of us slept on the floor cozz there was not enough space to sleep on the bed..in the mornin, ppi n angel were given job to actually 'steal' the food from downstairs for us in the room since the breakfast was only for two prsons..haha..thanx gurls!!

well..in conclusion, i had fun n i was supr appy xcpt for the part where tat kid wantd to flirt wit me..hellow?!grow up first lha!!i am not 14 okaii!!>.<

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okaii..i'm sorii but i juzz can't think of anitin nice to write..i'm so damn freakin tired n i am pissed!!!

i am pissed bcozz i havn't startd my revision, which supposdly hav
been workd on since dunno when ald..i h8 myself..i am pressurised n guess wad?OMG!!so wad?!

i went to tat doctor n she chargd me even more than she chargd my dad?wth?!well..i do hope it works man..if it doesn't, den forgt it...i won't even go back there lho..siao!!

my condolence..

anothr tsunami in indonesia..south jave to b exact..i really feel sorii for indonesia..havin riots or povrty doesn't seem to b enough n suddnly..byur!!tsunami..my goodness..bless all those pple..

as soon as i knew bout tis, i calld my mom to make sure she was fine..i was so damn freakd out!!i was so scard tat the worst hav cum..but yeah..turnd out everione was ok..thank GOD..

aniwae i am here to talk bout my class outin last saturdae..

i went to sntosa at 2pm, when the outin itself actually startd at9..i dunno y but i juzz dun feel the xcitement of goin there..it's not as if they would actualy mizz me or anitin..i juzz dun feel comfortable anymore bein near my class..

but it turnd out to b much more fun than the last outin at sntosa..we playd soccr..captain's ball..n i really playd wit watr a lot!!it was mainly fun lha..

den my class playd volleyball wit these strangers..so it was S71 vs strangrs..n there was tis one in the team who was soooooooo damn cute!!!well..ok..it's a bit kind of exaggeratin..but he really was kinda cute..ha..ha.though he accidntally knock my shouldr wit the ball..but he still is good lookin..tannd summore!!ha..ha.den he didn't stop apologisin to me..soooo cute!!n when we finishd playin, when he was lookin at me, i was kinda hopin he would actually cum by n ask my name..ha..ha.stupid xia..he lookd soo matured!!well..maybe he thought i was tis sec skul gurl to whom the age gap is too much..hikzz..nvmd!!

my random thoughts..

i was supr dupr sad when italy actually won the world cup..

i wishd it was france n the goal from zidane..

i really think tat zidane makes a gr8 leadr..
*as such tat u will follow him till the end of ur daes..
*i won't mind havin him as my leadr..

i think christiano ronaldo is not bad..
*though i think the captain of italy is a bettr lookin fellow..

i lyk it when olip mike n i stayd ovrnite in holland v for the sake of watchin soccr of germany vs portugal in the quartr final..
*bside the fact tat i didn't notice anytin othr than the goals as i was sleepin almost the whole tym..

i mizz the xcitement of doin new things..
*i realise now stayin ovrnite is not as fun as it usd to b partly bcozz i hav gottn usd to it..

i dun hav anytin to wear for asean dance..
*n i'm not willin to buy one..

i think i am gainin weight..

i need to laugh..

ever heard the story bout 2 trees in a forst?
* there's a big tall tree in a forst..it is soo beautiful tat when anyone passes by tat tree, they will take their tym to stop, n juzz to admire the tree..one dae, there grows a small tree next to the tall tree..as beautiful it is as the tall one, but there is no way for it to survive..fightin for sunlight or watr wit its senior is too hard to bear..it is lyk fightin ovr wad othrs hav..neithr of the sunlight or the watr is his..they belong to the tall tree.. everi now n den, the passrbys look at the small trees full of admiration..but they pass by, shakin their head n sayin to each othr tat there's no way for the small tree to survive..hurt, of course!!disappointd of himself, obviously!!but wad can he do?ohtr than cryin out of misery to live..the endin?it's decided upon whoever who read tis..whethr the tall trees die, or the small one can't survive, or both live happily ever aftr till the earth evolve..it's not me..it's u..
*y do i tell tis story?i feel tat it sumhow rep my lyf..well..sumhow..n as it is decidd upon whoevr who read tis, so is my lyf in their hands..walao!!so chim..haha..

i can't wait POC to cum out (Pirates of the Carribean 2)

i want to learn guitar..

i am still disappointd knowin tat manda can't cum for ASEAN dance..

tat tym i actually had fun wit saunders watchin movie in starbucks..
*crash n goal!

crash is a vr good movie talkin bout racism..
*y do pple discriminate themselves?y muzz pple think low bout themselves?i think by lovin themselves, they can b much bettr n wondrful pple!!

santiago in goal! is supr dupr HOT!!

i wish my sis good luck for her prformance..

i am proud of my sis..

i hav always hopd tat my fam is a harmonious kind of fam..
*i promise to myself i will b the bst mom in the world n i will provide wadever my childrn need..

i mizz indo..
*not the food, not the place, not even the cheap stuff!!i mizz the pple!!i mizz how we get along wit each othr..i mizz bein ard indon pple..

i am sick of studyin..

i am damn scard for my A's..
*now tat i'm totally not prepard!!

i am sick of myself..

i need a knight!!

i am freakin tired!!

a cup of large coffee frapucino of *STARBUCKS* will b gr8..

thank u!!

n i LOVE ZIDANE!!!

my hero!!

an angel smile..




king of soccr..


ZIDANE..

ngantuuk..

wow!!gr8!!congratulate me plzz pple?!i'm supr damn tired n now wad i am goin to do is goin to startle u so much tat u'll think i'm sum kinda nuts..i hav juzz finishd watchin a drama series, n now i am waitin for soccr to start at 3am..though, as u all know, i am not tat much of a fan myself, but i think it's worth tryin..it's utaly n germany aniwae..wad's there to lose? (xcept for my precious sleep n a high chance of braindead tml..)

aniwae i'm juzz here to crap n juzz do sumtin..aniwae i hav notin to do till3..n i can't sleep as i will continue sleepin if i do..

eem..let's c..ooh..json got a cake todae from his frenzz n he actually askd pple to eat with him..turnd out i was the only gurl there as the othr gurls all went up durin the break..but it's okaii..i happn to get used to it ald..eem..the cake was nice though..haha..the chocolate was yummy..n it was sweet, yet not too sweet tat u'd feel lyk pukin aftr the 3rd bite..

u know wad the funniest part is?i also brought cake todae!!!well..not for myself ofcourse..it was my bdae prezzie for sisil..haha..

got my maths papr back todae..eem..i've neve gottn so low for maths bfor..as in..i wasn't even passd?!sad xia..well..okaii..i know i didn't study at all..but i thought it wouldn't b tat vr bad lhe..hikzz..i was heartbrokn!!

aniwae..the drama series i juzz watchd was spectacular!!sum parts r a bit bullshit, but othr than those, it was fantastic!!n this guy calld owen was sooooooo cute!!c the eyes n his eyebrows, den u'll know..summore it seems tat he really really undrstand the gurl inside out n protct her wit his lyf..OMG!!when can i find my knight too?he is juzz..prfect!!

i think he really is a kind of guy i'll fallin for..maturd n undrstand me inside out..luv me for who i am..protcts me no mattr wad..but 2t said she didn't lyk to hav a bf lyk tat..she wants sumone equal..sumone to whom she can b frenzz or fight wit..eem..i suppose diff pple differnt den?!hopin my knight to cum soon!!haha..

find tis new phrase inside the movie too:
'love is not a choice'

eem..i think it's a kinda nice..haha..n yeah..i agree too!!

my bloody plan..

ooh..well..tml..oopzz..i mean todae skul starts..n i really really dun want to it to start..such a stupid thing to hope for i realise..but heii..i need my hols k!!at least till i can learn more to lives n me myself..

well..aniwae..i am here not to complain bout the freaking startin of skul tml..nor am i goin to discuss wad i should do tml to make myself feel bettr..so , basically i am here tonite,to discuss bout sum stuff..well..the random thoughts tat i had when i was doin stuff todae..

i went to starbux wit saunders todae, watchin 2 movies, crash n GOAL!..they were nice movies, in which i found myself cryin watchin them..though it was actually done nonetheless bcozz both of us has nothin to do, it was fun..n i was actually pleasd to find saunders tryin to find me ystrdae..merely due to the fact tat i thought he didn't lyk me..well, but tat's anothr story..

i won't start on crash as i really hav a lot o say bout it..n i'm freakin tire drite now tat i hav to give my consiousness tp sleep fairies pretty soon..

well..cum to think of it..i'll tell u wad happn tml..i'm too tird..n juzz now talkin to olip too..haha..

to remind me wad i wantd to say:
1. the highly xpnsive rest mike n i went in..
2. my 1st jog aftr dunno how long
3. crash n goal
4. the novl n its nice quotes
5. the series i watch wit 2t

ooh..well..tml..oopzz..i mean todae skul starts..n i really really dun want to it to start..such a stupid thing to hope for i realise..but heii..i need my hols k!!at least till i can learn more to lives n me myself..

well..aniwae..i am here not to complain bout the freaking startin of skul tml..nor am i goin to discuss wad i should do tml to make myself feel bettr..so , basically i am here tonite,to discuss bout sum stuff..well..the random thoughts tat i had when i was doin stuff todae..

i went to starbux wit saunders todae, watchin 2 movies, crash n GOAL!..they were nice movies, in which i found myself cryin watchin them..though it was actually done nonetheless bcozz both of us has nothin to do, it was fun..n i was actually pleasd to find saunders tryin to find me ystrdae..merely due to the fact tat i thought he didn't lyk me..well, but tat's anothr story..

i won't start on crash as i really hav a lot o say bout it..n i'm freakin tire drite now tat i hav to give my consiousness tp sleep fairies pretty soon..

well..cum to think of it..i'll tell u wad happn tml..i'm too tird..n juzz now talkin to olip too..haha..

to remind me wad i wantd to say:
1. the highly xpnsive rest mike n i went in..
2. my 1st jog aftr dunno how long
3. crash n goal
4. the novl n its nice quotes
5. the series i watch wit 2t

my bdae celebration wit roomies..

i went out to watch "silent hill" wit both my roomies ystrdae..well it was a horror movie n i knew i shouldn't hav watchd it, but yeah..i did..so it's useless protstin bout it..

basically i watchd bcozz the 'first magazine' gives it 5 out of 5 stars..n u know wad?!it was a total disastr okaii!!well..not really disastr lha..as in it was quite shockin..the monstrs were quite scary, but the plot was vr vr funny!!well..maybe it's juzz me who doesnt undrstand..

aniwae, aftrwards we went to c our x-roomies who hav been movd earlier tis yr to othr hostl..we den ate dinnr togethr in ayam pnyet..n they luvd it!!haha..i think indon food is the bst..esp the chilli!!

n u know wad they get me as prezzie?they bought me..bakua!!yeah..u read it rite..it's BAKUA!!!haha..of all things man!!well..yalah..i lyk food..but i dun actually xpect it lha..haha.i think they're tryin make me fat lha..haha..no need to try to hard i think..since i already am vr fat..haha.cute xia them..den my wondrful roomies write the card in front of me when we were havin our dinnr..wth?!haha.they're all vr cute!!

eem..wad else?ooh yeah..ystrdae ying came to hostl to help us bake cake..she actually came here all the way lhe!!i was soo appy!!haha..too bad i can't join them watchin movie in common room.. >.<>

i am now readin tis boo calld 'life xpectancy' n i think it's supr dupr nice!!eem..i think now tat i feel a bit solitare, i lyk to do more of alone stuff..dunno y..but i think it's a kind of phase tat everione muzz go thru..so yeah..haha..nitezz!!

*i'm continuin my novel readin*

i am back!!!

when was the last tym i blog?ooh..yeah..tat tym..eem..ard..3weeks ago?yeah..tat's it!walao!!!it has been soooo long!!i hav got so much to say, but i'm afraid to say tat i may not b able to..for feelings r not supposd to b remmbrd..they're supposd to b felt..well..the significance of nature i suppose..

aniwae..exam is OVER!!!

YEY!!!can imagine how appy i was?well..yeah..i was pretty appy..aftr all..i h8 exmas!!though i really neve touchd books at all for tis exams since i knew i wouldn't b able to do well as i was goin back indo..(isn't it quite xpctd tat i wouldn't study?!)

well..the paprs weren't tat difficult to make me feel lyk jumpin off the roof..but it was for sure quite hard..as in..it was much hardr than the last few common tests we had..ooh well..maybe it's juzz my skul a bit siao..

i screwd stats
i screwd phy papr 1n2
i screwd econs for everitin (tis one is less of a surprise i suppose..)

screwd screws screwd screwd screwd SCREWD!!!

aah..heck..as if i care!!

i really didn't study anitin..all i did was juzz readin novl..watchin suprman..cookin my soup..playin comp..n etc..etc..etc..

aniwae..my tym in indo was quite cool..it was too fast though..i didn't even realise tat my tym in indo was runnin out..even durin my bdae, i was too appy to actually notice tat it was my 2nd last day in jakarta..though it was juzz a lunch wit my fam n a dinnr wit miun n dbi, i was totally appy wit tat..appy n contntd.. ^-^

i got a guitar for my bdae prezzie!!!

special thanx to : miun
manda
sim
dbi
olip
yssi

*LUV U ALL!!! thanx soooo much!!!*

n u know who was the 1st prson to msg me?!yup..yup..yup..it was him!!!OMG!!unbelivable!!!i was sooo touchd i almost stoppd breathin!!ha..ha.the nxt dae, when 2t calld me, he n ying also talkd to me sayin appy bdae!!i was sooo appy n xcitd!!!

well..othr than my bdae, i dun think there're ohtr things tat r vr intrstin..eem..xcept for my new haircut which i think is a total disastr!!! >.<>

aniwae..today was supposd to b a celebration dae!!!i was hopin tat my whole class would go sumwhere n actually hav fun togethr..well..now cun to think of it, i should hav known my class bettr than tat rite?!tsk..tsk..mirna..GROW UP lha!!stop allowin ur hopes to fly up too high..not worth it!!in he end, saunders n i went orcet wit notin bettr to do..n u know wad?he bought me an ESPRIT t-shirt as a gift!!in front of me summore!!he told me it was for his friend..n he still dare to ask mt help him try on thr size summore!!!haha..well i think it's kinda sweet..eem..n funny..nobody has ever done tat to me..well, at least not wad i remmbr..haha..

when we got notin else to do ald, we chattd in front of kinokuniya, starin n lookin at pple also..( i call it such a waste of tym, but he calld it relaxin..eem..wad a confusin term..)then, u know who passd by?!YEAH!!it's him again wit his UK frenzz!!wad the..well..faitd?!haha..it was kinda cute though..saunders n i were talkin bout him when he suddnly *BOOM* poppd out from nowhere!!haha..talkin talkin n talkin..n i askd him wad he thouhgt bout the gift i gave him..n he said it was cool..i was really glad hearin it..i am appy for makin him appy!!sound sooo wrong..but yeah..i do..

aniwae i know it's soo random n has notin to do wit anitin i juzz said, but bcozz i hav thought of it, might as well out it here..

my junior askd me y i prefer black than white..i didn't know y..well..at least till i read supernova3..

i realise tat we, each n everione of us, always need sumtin tat maks us look bettr, sumtin tat's not as shiny as us, sumtin tat's dull enuf, so tat when pple see us with tat sumtin, we can look so bright n shiny..

i lyk black cozz it makes othr colors look more..black emphasizes the essence of each n everi othr color..n tat, is exactly y black looks nice when we combine it wit any colors..though the mystery still remains, of y it has tat attitude..is it bcozz it's supr dull?is it bcozz it is the worst color of all?or is it bcozz it's the bst color of all?is it bcozz of its beauty tat it can shine on the othrs?

sumtyms i think of myself as black..tat i exist bcozz othrs need me to let them shine juzz by bein near them..is it?i also dunno..but i do hope i am more than juzz tat..

so, the real question is : is it nice bein black?