Lilo.

My cute little pie Lilo,

It broke my heart to see you being taken away from me today. But I know it is for your own good, so I can't really do anything about it. It has been exactly a week since the day you came to our home, and you have been so adorable that everyone falls in love with you at once. And I won't lie to you, I already miss you so much.

I miss how you always try to sneak to my bed and sleep on my tummy or my arms every night. And I miss how you get hungry all the time, and that the slightest smell of food can wake you up straight away. I miss how spoiled you get when you want me to sayank you. And I definitely miss watching you playing with Mopi and barking at him when you are tired of playing with him and he doesn't stop bugging you. And I miss how you always follow me around where ever I go. And I miss how you pretend to cry to get our attention when you want to get into our room. But most of all, I miss how you smell and how you feel around my arms - so little, and sweet, and fluffy.

What breaks my heart even more is that I know that within the next few days, you will forget me, whereas I will always remember you.

*sigh*

I keep saying goodbyes this year, and by next January I have to say 3 more goodbyes. Life isn't exactly awesome for me.

Anyway, good bye Lilo! I love you much much, and I hope you will be happy at your new home!

*sob sob*

Mopi.

Happy birthday, my dear Mopi!

It has been a year now since the day you joined us, sweetie, and by now you can do all the stuff that grown-up dogs can do. You can pee by raising up your hind leg, you can take stuff on the table just by using your front legs as your hands, and you can 'conquer' the chairs in our house with such pride.

Aah, the pride of a mother.

You have always made our days filled with joy, watching you being stupid, and loving, and greedy. And I really have to thank you for always making my day, in every way possible. And I have to tell you, Mopi, I really love you!

Happy birthday, my baby! :D And hopefully we can keep you happy, just like you do us.

Mopi, when he first joined our family.

Mopi, now.


Lilo, Mopi's brother.

Phuket trip.

I know it is a very long overdue entry, but I really want to write about it, so here goes.

04.12.2009 - 08.12.2009

It was a short trip, but it was certainly a memorable one.

Mitch and I were not the smartest people, really. We were cheated for so many times there that I think we would have been much richer (in Baht) if we were better learners. When we reached the Backpacker Hostel, we were almost cheated by the receptionists who claimed that they no longer had any room that we had had booked earlier, so we had to be put in a more expensive room. BLEAH. Then, we were cheated by a Tuk-Tuk driver and his friend the very next day. Hmph, I should learn more from my mom.

Anyway, Mitch and I went to Kata Beach, where Jo and her parents stayed. And it was the most beautiful beach I have ever seen, with the most awesome and biggest wave I have ever felt my entire life. It was an awesome feeling, and I literally felt as if I was in the movie 'The Beach', although it wasn't really the same island, and I didn't actually get to see anyone nearly as handsome as Leonardo Dicaprio (Sadly.) And Mitch, Jo, and I had the most amazing, not to mention cheap, Thai massage, which Mitch claimed to have helped heal her GIGANTIC bruise. And for the very first time in my life, I actually experienced being so broke that I can't afford a bowl of noodle. Mitch said that it was very sad, and I think it really was, but now every time I tell the story to people, I actually find it pretty amusing, and somehow a great memory to keep :S

Mitch and I went to Patong Beach the next day by local bus. Yes, we were trying to be real backpackers :S It was an awesome trip! We were having fun, jet-skying and somehow the machine stopped working when we were in the middle of nowhere, surrounded by jellyfishes bigger than Mitch's gigantic head. I panicked and I kept telling Mitch how she might have to pee on me (The scene from Friends came in mind). Luckily for us, we were saved by a very good looking and hot angmoh *drool* I think he was gay, though. BLEAH. Anyway, at night we went to the weekend market, and we ate so much that I feel full every time I recall that night. Too bad I could not find my bugs to eat =X And later that night, we were confronted by our own lack of understanding and comunication, and it wasn't pleasant, but I think it was necessary, and it was worth it.

Aah, I want to go again!!! With more money of course! :S

Favourite quote on the trip:

Mitch : It was only cheap because we used to be rich.
*When I was wondering how on earth I had thought that the alcohol in Phuket had been freakishly cheap*

Mitch : The story of my life, man!
*When we were stuck in the middle of the ocean, surrounded by huge jellyfish*

Mood-less.

I haven't been in a mood to blog. It is either I have no life to talk about on my blog, or I simply am having too much life that I have no time to blog. I choose to believe the second one, although I know that it is much more likely to be the first one.

-_-"


I still miss you. I think it'll be much easier if everyone stops talking about you. But I think at the end of the day I still want them not to stop, because I don't want to stop remembering you.

Post Trip.

Because it hurts to realise that everything is an illusion.

I guess it is easier not to remember.



I'm too tired to write about the trip, so I shall get to it some other time.

Jiao!

Imagine.

Because John Lennon is a pure genius.

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Imagine there's no countries,
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

The Square Root of Three.

I fear that I will always be
A lonely number like root three

The three is all that’s good and right,
Why must my three keep out of sight
Beneath the vicious square root sign,
I wish instead I were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,
with just some quick arithmetic

I know I’ll never see the sun, as 1.7321
Such is my reality, a sad irrationality

When hark! What is this I see,
Another square root of a three

Has quietly come waltzing by,
Together now we multiply
To form a number we prefer,
Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds
With the wave of magic wands

Our square root signs become unglued
And love for me has been renewed

-Kumar

d>

Kepo.

Why I had to be so inquisitive (read : kepo), I don't even understand. And now, I don't even know whether I am angry at myself because I was such a loser, or at you because you really don't care.



I showed Mitch this video, and she sighed and went,"We should be singing that now."

Well, I guess our lives here haven't been awesome, eh?

500 Days of Summer.

Tom : I need to know you're not going to wake up in the morning and feel differently about me.

Summer : I can't give you that, no-one can.

Depressingly true =X

Tom : Did you ever even have a boyfriend?

Summer : Of course.

Tom : What happened, why didn’t they work out?

Summer : What always happens? Life.

Paul is describing his ideal woman, and then says about his long-time girlfriend Robin, "Actually, Robin's better than the girl of my dreams. She's real."

I know it sounds sweet here, especially when the one who says it is as cute as Matthew Gray Gubler. But don't you think it sucks to be your boyfriend's number two, even if the so-called number one exists only in his head? Mitch told me I was crazy, but I really think it sucks BIG TIME.

Ooh God there I go rambling and complaining again about life in general. I think I'm getting more and more of a grouch.

BLEAH.

Anyway, all in all, I love the movie. I think it is very beautifully artistic, and hmm, realistic, I guess.

Well, the trailer~

About Principle.

Rangga : Kmu nii pngen nonton karna kmu pngen nonton, apa karna ga enak sama tmen-tmen kmu?

Cinta : Ya dua-duanya.. Saya pulank duluan aja yaah.

Rangga : Kaya ga punya kepribadian aja.

Cinta : Haah? Apa kmu bilank?

Rangga : Iya. Nonton harus sama-sama, pulang skola juga sama-sama, brangkat juga sama-sama. Apa namanya kalo bukan mengorbankan kepentingan pribadi dmi sesuatu yang kurank prinsipil?

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Mitch : Eeh, why don't you go out? You finish exam already, right?

Me : Hmm. *ponder* Because I'm friendless.

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Me : Look at him! *pointing at Nicholas Saputra* He's so HOT!

Mitch : Ooh, I think I saw him before. Yeah, man, he's damn good looking.

Me : He's gay, though.

Mitch : *pissed off* Why are they all gay?

Me : *shrug* Because he's too good looking?

Mitch : *sigh* Our society will become uglier in no time, because all the good looking ones are gay.

:C

*droooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooool*

Anyway,

Rainbow.

Rainbow,

I really wish you would, and I really wish I did. But does it even matter now?