i am bored..

i am damn bored!!



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okaii..i'm so sorii to waste your time..well i'm going to write blog then, to show that i am sorry..



i will write what Reader's Digest tell me to..



first of all, i need to REFLECT..



1. A WISH LIST

* meet new friends

* lose weight

* have a full one dae for myself

* treat my mom, sister, and cousin

* have french pedicure and manicure

* get massaged and sauna n etc etc

* meet my old friends

* freedom

* live in reality

* throw old one and get a new one

* die in peace

* etc..



2. describe my life in a day

* school

* give tuition

* lunch with ex-roomies

* boyfriend

* ol

* CCA

* alone in the room at nite



3. if i only have a year to live on...

-i'd do things i haven't done:

*paraceiling

*wearing bikini

*going to bali

*going to bangkok

-do things i've always wanted to
*eatting all the nice food

*cut my hair damn short

*wear whatever it is that i like to wear

*telling everyone that i love my feeling towards them

*spending my time with them

*travelling with my sister to mauritius

*colour my hair the colour of a rainbow

4. the valus of values

*what do you care most about?
eem..my family probably?definitely not my life though.after all, what's the point of continuing life without being able to fully enjoy everything, when everything i feel is no longer able to be called feeling?

*do you have a life philosophy? eem..nope..i don't think so..i don't even have any opinions towards anything for goodness sake..

*what motivates you? well it used to be my parents n miun sim n manda who motivated me..to pass A level and O level with flying color, but now?i don't ven have anywhere i can call 'destination'.how can others help me then?

walao!!it's a total failure lho.i can't even do this thing?tsktsktsk...