he is so weird

I was on the way home from vivo city, where i had dinner with my boyfriend. When I was in the bus, there was this ang moh guy asking me whether the bus could go to Ikea. Being a polite woman that I am, I told him that he had to change bus at Depot Rd. He said thank you and I continued reading my book.

And you know what happened next? He COULD NOT stop talking! I mean OH MY GOD he talked so much! He asked about the book I was reading. He talked to me about himself (I KNOW! who cares right?)I know I sound so evil but I just think it is unnecessary to make small talk in the bus. It's not as if we're going to meet again right? Ooh WOW i think i'm so anti social.

WOrse still, when he found out I was from NUS, he was very excited!(apparently he, too, is from NUS) Chill man, chill! And apparently he lives very near to my place! I hope I won't ever see him anymore. I'm just too lazy to make small talk with new people. I know most people like to get to know more people, but i'm not.

When he asked me for my MSN, I hesitantly gave it to him. It can't be that bad right? I mean rather than i give him the wrong one and one day we meet again and he ask me about it. Imagine how embarrassing that is!

Ooh well, I guess it's not his fault for being too friendly. I think it's my fault for being extremely anti social =X

it's soo sweet!

I went to visit my friend's mom yesterday. She came to singapore to do check-up, only to find out that there was a tumor on her nerves. The doctor suggested surgery but she was so scared because apparently if there was even a slight mistake done, she might not be able to walk anymore.

Meanwhile, her husband was always by her side. He was being very supportive, strong, and loving. When she wanted to puke, her husband was very busy tring to find a vomit bag. When she said she was having a headache, he persuaded her to take some panadols. Seeing her very gloomy, he talked to her sweetly.

When there was something wrong with her and the nurse had to check her, the nurse asked all of us to leave but my friend's mom was very scared. She begged the nurse to let her husband stay. The nurse said no, but her husband insisted to stay. So both of them was scoulded by the nurse, but heck, he was with her during the check-up.

Don't you find this very sweet? They are both old but the one person that she finds very comforting is none other than her husband. Not her children, but her husband.

It is definitely not a fairy tale whereby they all live happily ever after. But i'm thinking in this kind of crazy world, this is the closest it can get to fairy tale.

ooh well..

i went to JB with my boyfriend and on the way back home when we were about to leave the singapore custom, i was stopped by the guards at the sencor machine..apparently somehow my bags contained something dodgy..i was a bit confused, but in the end it turned out that the guards were just playing around with me..they asked me about my keychains (the couple keychain and my beloved "oscar the grouch")

this is how it went (give or take):

guy1 : heii what's this? your name?

me : ooh yeah..it's my name and my boyfriend's..

guy1 : ooh so cute.. (haah? i don't really understand what's so cute =X)

guy2 : heii what's this green one?

me : sesame street (said it with pride yoo!!!)

guy2 : eew not nice!! i only like ernie..

me : but i LOVE oscar!! and i hate ernie!! ( said it with annoyance)

guy1 and guy2 : (laugh harmoniously)

ooh well i didn't really understand what happened, but they really didn't check my bag..well they did open it up but they realy didn't check it out properly..

my boyfriend said it was because i had a kiddo face so the guards didn't expect me to bring anything illegal..i myself belive that it was my angelic face (hahahahha who am i kidding?!)

anywho, i am tired now so i'm going to go to sleep..boo!

update about my boyfriend :

he's now the best boyfriend anyone can dream of!!he's sweet, loving, understanding, funny, not hot-tempered, etc..

P.S. to mitch
i told you we had to tell our boys off!!

P.S. to boyfriend
i LOVE you boyfriend!! *muach muach*

a bit of this and that about boyfriends

well last night mitch called me to complain about her boyfriend, who accidentally is more or less similar to my boyfriend (the easily jealous / angry / irritated part, not the face)

at the end of the day, we finished complaining about our own boyfriends, but we hadn't felt satisfied, so we complained through SMS..this is how it went :

Mitch (CBF, for Ci Bai Face) : i hate all boyfriends.

Me (M) : haha yea man..he was angry just now because i forgot about it -_-" i mean i come as 1 package..beautiful but forgetful..why can't he just accept that?asswipe!

CBF : haha ohmygod. that's what i told nic! that i'm a package deal. I'm forgetful so get use to it.

M : OMG! we're more alike than we thought we were..this is disturbing..haha..ooh well boyfriends suck..i'm thinking to change my sexuality preference now =X

CBF : haha! we'd better off wit girls. although now it kinda feels like we're already dating them. both our boyfriends are girls i tell you.

M : agreed..indeed they are..maybe we're boys trapped in girls' bodies..that's how we ended up with girls in boys' bodies..this is both disturbing and sad =X

CBF : tell me about it man. now he okay d. trying to be sweet but i feel like shit so i say i wanna study. we should just date our notes!

ooh well life's not fair like that..

i am soo angry i think i can explode

we were supposed to meet for a movie in E-hub at7..so i tried to dress up for you..i wore my skinny jeans, my best shirt, my earrings..i even put on my high heels for you..

instead of saying how great i look, you said (quoted) that i looked like i was about to go to pub..what the hell is wrong with you?! i am a really reasonable woman..i'm neither an attention seeker nor am a compliment-thirst girl..i just want you to acknowledge my effort and be content about it..is it really too much to ask?!

you were always very angry when i forgot to put my ring on..but nowadays, it is as if you don't give a shit about the bloody ring already..i mean, if you had pardoned me in the past about forgetting to put it on, i would have already been okay with it..but come on!why was it always my fault, but never yours?why did i have to pardon you when you didn't give me the exact priviledge?!and when i asked you about it, you seemed to think that it was not a big deal..WHAT THE FUCK?!

you've always hated it when i went out with guys..i wasn't happy about this, but i totally understood..but when i asked about this message in your hp which i came across ,with all the "dear" "sweetheart", you got angry!!i mean how unreasonable can you be?!am i not allowed to get jealous about this kind of stuff?!i am still a woman!!and i am a very reasonable one at that!!it's not as if i interrogated you!i was simply asking!!BOLDDY HELL!!

now i am more angry than jealous man!!if i was donald duck, the top of my head would be full of smoke!!

i feel as if i have been treated unfairly and unjustly..and let me tell you this, this feeling is shitty..i feel as if i am a pushover, and i hate being a pushover..

I HATE YOU!!you won't hear from me anymore unless you apologise you unreasonable fucking asshole!!