Truth.

I think truth is overrated.

Anyway,


I wish I were there :C

Damn woman, sometimes I wish I were you! =X

Dumb.

I was supposed to go for a pool study today, so that I could get so-called free points for my MNO1001, and I forgot all about it until I took out my phone, and I saw my REMINDER which somehow just didn't ring at all.

BLEAH.

I know. How dumb can I be, right? I totally remembered it last night, and yet when the time came, I somehow could forget all about it.

Seriously, there is no end to my idiocy, is there?

I have sent the guy in charge an email telling him I was sorry bla bla bla bla, but I don't think he can do anything about it.

*sob* My free marks! :C

Smart Lazy.

Jo : Wow! You have finished cooking? So fast!

Me : Yeah. You want to try?

Jo : Okay.

Me : How?

Jo : Hmm, you're very good in making quick tasty food.

Me : Haha, yeah. I'm lazy, remember?

Jo : Hmm? I think a good way of being lazy is to use your brain first, and then just repeat it the next time.

Me : Haha, that's a smart way of being lazy!

Now, who says lazy people are stupid? :S

Boring Post.

Okay, this is going to be a very stupid post, so please, if you have things to do, or if you are not bored enough, refrain yourself from even scanning through this post. I blog because I am procrastinating, because I don't feel like reading more about PV or waste management. BLEAH.

Anyway, Daniel has left the country since about two hours ago. I have said too many goodbyes for the past few months, and I have to tell you, it's not awesome. And Daniel, if you read this, bear in mind that I will kick your ass once I see you again! What the hell, you left without saying good bye! HMPH.

On a brighter note, I just finished reading 'My Year of Meats', and I think it is a good read, and I found an interesting quote.

A Japanese mom gives advise to her mixed daughter in a very lousy (but kinda funny) English.
'This is trouble with you. You think you want, you don't think you want - always back and forth. Me, when I want, it is with whole heart. I look at wanted things with eyes straight on. But you! Neither here or there. Your looking always crooked, from side of eye. It has no power to hold. So wanted thing, it slip away from you.'

I guess we have to want something badly enough so that it won't 'slip away'.



Sorry, I can't stop myself from putting the video here. It's just so pretty, with so many colours and rainbows :D

P.S. Anyone know where I can find a rainbow-coloured soft lens?

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I don't know why I miss you so badly when I don't even like you that much.



Je told me about Owl City, and I think I now fall in love with the band.

I want to dance!

But I guess it takes a great deal of effort to do so *sigh*

Start of school.

It has been three days since the school started this semester, and I have just come to a realisation that this semester would be the loneliest semester for me. I mean I know it will be, all along, but today somehow it just really struck me. I went to Design lecture, and I saw how very few people actually came, and I suddenly realised that I actually missed my lecture mates. Yes, even those whom I don't know at all. I miss the familiarity of the faces. I miss the same old noise my lecture mates make. I miss bitching about their idiosyncrasies (aka weirdness) with Mitch. And I definitely miss stealing glances at my good looking boys.

*sigh*

I think I should be more like Jack Skellington. At least he was ecstatic about all the change he saw, like when he saw Christmas Town for the very first time.

Hmph, now I miss home again.

Annyway I am now trying to find a job for internship next holiday. Hopefully I can get one in Jakarta, so I can work at home :D

Wish me luck, people! :D

Sepi.

It's like there are a lot of holes in my chest.

And I come back to an empty house.

Kngen ema, papa, mama, ita ci lili, mopi, lilo, sim, manda, ardi... And the list goes on. Aah, sdih aah! *sob*

Ok, I don't really cry. It's just for illustration of how much I miss them.

BLEAH.

And the best part is? I just got myself mouth, hand, and foot disease. What an awesome life.

And I still have report to do.

I feel like jumping off my window.

ROAR.

Dysfunctionality.

Last night, like how it used to be fourteen years ago, I was once again confronted by my own insecurities and self-hatred, and once again, I, shamefully, succumbed to them.

It isn't exactly rocket science. The real problem lies on me. I simply don't like myself enough.

And school will start in a few days time, and I will be friendless. How awesome can my life be, right?

I need a happy song.