*sigh*

You know how when you imagine something so perfect and beautiful in your head, you become too afraid to acknowledge reality, and so you just choose to run away from the possibility of having the imagination coming true, just because you don't want to ruin what you have in your mind, because you know reality can't possibly beat imagination? I know it sounds so chiem, and insane (if at all understandable, that is), but it happens. I just had mine today, and I felt like a total idiot afterward. It doesn't feel good to have disappointed yourself, you know what i mean?

I mean, logic deduces that I should just go for it, but I didn't. I guess I'm just not very logical, sad to say.

It could have been, but it didn't. You may wish, and you may ponder, but reality exists, and sometimes it just doesn't coexist with your imagination.

Simply put, life is not a fairy tale. You have to be stronger than your imagination, because otherwise it can render you powerless and miserable.

'Do, or do not. There is no try.'

-Yoda