so i have changed
it was merely this morning olip called me and we talked for more or less four hours..GOD i do miss her..it feels so great to finally hearing from her, after GOD-knows-how-long..
we talked and talked and talked, and when my battery was about to go flat, she suddnely told me that she didn't trust me anymore..she told me that it felt different..well, i know people change, and i know i change too..and that it wasn't her fault that she felt that way towards me,it's just that, somehow what she said hurt me..
i think i simply can't let go of our image together in the past..she was not only my best friend,but also my inspiration..she was someone i try to become..when i was with her, i felt as if i could do anything that i don't dare to even think of..put it simply, she validates me.
i really hope that as time goes by, both of us can still continue our friendship..that we can accept the change in us and still be friends and as close as we used to..it won't be the same kind of friendship, i am quite sure, for we have changed ,whether it's for better and for worse..but i still hope that we can..
*i miss you!!*
*ma kasi lip uda tlpon g buat selesain masala qta..*
we talked and talked and talked, and when my battery was about to go flat, she suddnely told me that she didn't trust me anymore..she told me that it felt different..well, i know people change, and i know i change too..and that it wasn't her fault that she felt that way towards me,it's just that, somehow what she said hurt me..
i think i simply can't let go of our image together in the past..she was not only my best friend,but also my inspiration..she was someone i try to become..when i was with her, i felt as if i could do anything that i don't dare to even think of..put it simply, she validates me.
i really hope that as time goes by, both of us can still continue our friendship..that we can accept the change in us and still be friends and as close as we used to..it won't be the same kind of friendship, i am quite sure, for we have changed ,whether it's for better and for worse..but i still hope that we can..
*i miss you!!*
*ma kasi lip uda tlpon g buat selesain masala qta..*
posted by fishball at
6:51 PM
1 Comments:
hey sweetie... :)
again i hate reading ur blogs esp whn it has all the touchy fl to it.... well fr me u'll always be the same i dnt knw i can never see u different more mature yes and im proud to say tht and diff. ppl have diff. perpectives and i totally understand whn u say u were HURT cos damn rite u are ... bt wht can one do things change ppl change am sure ull make new friends and have anther good friendship wht other ppl its jst sad bt ah well all u cna do is move on :) :) and besides ull always have ME :)
here big big *hug* frm me :) hehhe.... bt am glad she called u at least u guys tlked and cleared out the air :)
lastly, best of luck aight am very sure ull do good am glad ur following time table ;) :) mwaaahhh
JIA YOU!!! U CAN DO IT!! :)
xoxo.. miss u hun!! :)
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