down down down

i've been living at mitch's place for quite sometime now, and i'm thinking to move back to my place.but you see, i feel happy here..thanks to fong seng behind the hostel, but to tell you the truth, i am having fun here!!ooh well, i guess i'm just missing my hostel life..

i've been thinking lately that i've been feeling moody these days..one minute i'm happy, the other minute i feel like strangling myself..just now when i felt so down, my mom suddenly called and complained to me that i didn't care about her anymore..she made me realise of how much she missed me and that she was down too..i suddenly felt so bad to my mom..well not only her, to everyone too..in fact, whenever i am down i always think as if my problem is the biggest problem in the world..well, it turns out to be wrong..it's not the biggest problem in the world and people survive these things..i just have to see the world in a different perspective..and she made me realise that i still have people who care about me..

at least i am still loved