xiong di sa wo xiong di, bi sa zhi!!

i just finished watching a movie that made me cry yet AGAIN!!i know many people who knows me would have thought,"heii, what's so new abt it?" well, it isn't, really..but i'm here to make my points anyway..



the movie,"warlords", is about wars (like duuh?!),leadership, and more importantly, brotherhood..



well, i'm not going to bother to write what the story is about because you can always check the movie review website for that..i'll just write what bothers me so much about the movie..



i hate the fact that in order to have peace, we need to have war..

i've read about this fact since i was a kid.never in my life, however, i have ever believed that..it was a myth to me..something that is not true at all..something that is used as a speech by people who gets benefit from war..the movie, however, has taught me another perspective; not the one i prefer to believe in of course, but i now know that this perspective is true in some aspects..



*i am still against war btw!!



i hate the fact that we need to impose fear in order to have order, even if it means killing..

when Jetli wanted to kill the teenagers for raping the girls, i couldn't help but pity the teenagers..they were mere kids who were given too much power without the same amount of guidance..but at the time i saw Jetli's sad eyes, i knew it had to be done:they had to be killed to impose order..it is just so sad to know how far we have to go in order to get it right..



i figure, this is why indonesia is getting to the worse by each day: indonesians are just not yet ready to be a democratic society, and in order to have order there, they need dictator like Soeharto to lead them, to impose order.. simply to get it right..





i hate the fact that human's feelings are so complex that you are forced to hurt yourself and the others dear to you..



i hate the fact that sometimes we are put in a situation whereby you have to choose between your loved ones and all the people under you..

when you have your people and your brother to choose from, who will it be?i hate this kind of things..in the end, it is you who will lose..it is you who will have regrets..if i was in Jetli's position, i think i could not do it..i can't kill my loved one to save the rest..i'd rather die..



the movie was plain sad..i cried because of this point for the last 15 minutes of the show..i could not help it!!i am just soft-hearted in this kind of stuff..



i hate the fact that politicians are always the winner!!

this is totally true..they are always the one end up with big bucks..and they are also always the one sipping the "victory" wine..to the politicians, heroes and lifes of the innocents are simply a chess game for them..



after all,i think the one thing that i hate the most is the fact that LIFE IS NOT FAIR!!



waah..no wonder i was so sad after watching the movie..it IS full of examples of life..



*i'm so glad i'm not in war*i'm so glad i don't have to make those choices*i'm glad i don't have to hurt those i love the most*



well now i've made up my mind!!i will NEVER EVER even consider going into political science..it is so full of crap and full of sinners-to-be!!