does he think i am that bitchy?

look..i know i made a mistake..and it was a super damn huge mistake..but everyone deserves one more chance right?

he doesn't even know how sorry i am that i have hurt him so damn badly..how could he excuse me telling gossip to everyone about something that i don't even know what?!!!!i made a mistake, and i am sooo sorry for that, and yet, for him, i'll always be an idiotic irritating bitch who always gossip around and hurt as many guys as i can..

am i that low in your eyes?

i know u've got a girlfriend in indonesia..and according to a lot of my friends, she is damn beautiful..so what's wrong with give me a chance to prove to you that i am not as bad as you think i am?it's not as if you still want me to go back with you right?you're now happy right?so can't we be friends?or at least people who don't disturb each other?

i am sorry but i just can't help it..it hurts so badly knowing that u stil hate me soo much because of what happened so long time ago..can't u forgive me?at all?after 6months for goodness sake!!and what we had wasn't even real..

i'm sorry that i hurt you..u can't imagine how much it hurt me to actually hurt you..i just didn't see any future with you..i know you understand..you have a girlfriend now..

i wsh you happiness..and again..i am so sorry..