anomaly..

this will b a vr crappy blog..so please..for your own time-saving..stop looking at this stupid blog for i don't even know what the hell i am about to discuss in this blog..

i am bored..i am tired..my heart beats so fast that i feel as if i just finish my 2.4 run..and u know what is worst?i can't sleep!!damn it..

he is soooo damn irritating!!at one time, he'll treat me like a princess, melt my heart to the point where i think i really fall for him..the next thing i know he is not willing to meet me or to spend time with me..replying my msg seems to be an obligation rather than he wants it..what the hell?!yeah..whatever man..

i hate this kind of feeling..i feel as if i'm on this fast and dangerous rollercostr that i hav no control of..i feel as if it plays me and not the other way round..it feels weird and i somehow don't like it..

well it's not as if i like him..good thing that he treat me like this..i don't have to force myself not to like him..he is damn irritating to start with..

juz dun give a damn..i think it will turn out ok..no probs at all..