ooh my goodness..

i am here juzz for a few minutes, so i won't blog (or nag) too much..

i am afraid it is still not true tat i hav forgotten him completely..

ystrdae was a crucial match between our skul bball team n VJC to decide who is to go to final..n IJC lose..when i heard the news, i was so shockd n i couldn't help but feel vr sad..i dunno whethr my pain is for IJC or it is for him..but i am pretty sure tat it is for him.. for i feel even more down knowin i can't do anitin to help him overcomin his sorrow..i feel soo useless n helples..y hav i neve been able to help those i love soo much?!

OMG..tis is much too depressin..forgt it..

i am scard i dun lyk him animore..i love him..n tat's e scariest part!!i hav tried soo hard forgettin him..even lyin to myself..but still..

i still am vr sad for him..i know he muzz feel rathr depressd..well who wouldn't?!48-53 n they were leadin all e way..who knew it would end tis way?!