finally...

a lot of finally for todae's blog..

finally i get my intrnet back..
finally i can blog..
finally i watchd da Vinci code..
finally hols r cumin within a week tym..
finally i made it thru adith's guitar concrt alone..
finally i realise fully n foolishly tat my heart still belongs to him..
finally i xperienced goin back home wit him..
finally i could know him a bit bettr..
finally..etc..etc..etc..

i am not in the mood to do anitin rite now..everibodi keeps askin me to study..n i myself do realise to the fullst tat it is indeed my duty to do so..well at leat it is my rsponsible wad?!i still hope i would stay in spore to continue my study in NUS..godspeed..

i am tired..i mizz pple..i am TIRED!!!

i am even too tired to actually write down wad has been in my mind these daes..let's juzz talk crap here shall we?!

i am an S..nope!!not an ass..it is S..
loyal lovin trustworthy bla bla bla..

but for me it is juzz e same as to say "loser" in a nicer bettr way..pple were wonderin y i lookd vr sad tat i was an s..HELLOW?! i dun lyk bein an s..without stand..n so damn borin!!tat tym when i first know i was an S, i told myself,"no wondr it is vr hard for me to get close frenz..i AM borin.." well lucky tat olip has wide knowledge bout tis..she told me a lot stuff bout tis..n how i should love myself rathr than wantin to b sumone else..well true to sum xtend..i've always wantd to b a D..i admire D pple..(no wondr i lyk him) but i also realise i am a total S..i dun lyk to lead..i love bein led..i dun lyk decidin anitin..i am so damn fickleminded in choosin anitin..i am an S!!