why?why?WHY?wth...

sumtin funny happnd durin GP todae..we were discussin bout whether or not gurls hav adam's apple (we do rite?well..not as big n obvious as guys do..but i really think we hav lhe..)aniwae..back to e story..mr sim said tat we can not judge whether one is a guy or a gurl by adam's apple since it is not vr obvious for sum pple, such as himself since he is fat (not tat i said tat okaii..it was he himself said it..i don't insult pple!!)den suddenly, he said, "mirna's one obviously can not c one lha.."

wth?!

i know i'm fat okaii!!well..so i told him i was goin to lose weight..(i will okaii!!!)den he told me tat i dun need to lose wieght and tat i'm already attractive no mattr bout my weight..he even thought tat i hav attractd sooo many guys bfor!!wad a nonsense..

but it was soooo..eem..sweet?yeah..i think he's quite sweet..

contradictorily, i realisd sumtin todae tat really oppnd my eyes..

i'm NOT attractive..HELLOW?!as if it is new or wad..but it was rathr painful to even know tat..okaii..here i'm not talkin bout guy-gurl relationship ok..i'm talkin bout sumtin even more basic than tat..friendship..

not even a good friendship..not even bout e close long-term raltionship one..it's juzz a new one..fresh one..e one where pple start e friendship..

i hav tis junior calld jason..he's a vr funny guy..nice indeed..2t jason n i went to school togethr todae..not tat i want to compare or anitin..but he sumhow didn't really want to talk to me..he preferd 2t..lyk duuuh..of course lha..she's vr pretty, nice to talk to, n a lot more..(okaii..i might sound a bit jealous..but i'm not ok..it's juzz vr obvious..)

it it happnd only once, i wouldn't even think bout it..but it happnd again!!on our table, there were 2 J1s..instead of askin me bout e school stuff, they askd 2t who were furhtr down than me..

wth?!

am i tat unattractive?

last tym also that happnd twice..when we were walkin togethr, strangrs will tend to talk to her, not me..am i soo scary? or i'm juzz too weird?i know i'm not as pretty or interstin ok..but it was juzz too much lho!!

i dun think i lyk being near 2t..i feel vr vr inferior..i know it sounds vr bad of me, but i always think so..she has soo many good friends in class..she has soo many frenzz in SCHOOL!!!me lhe?nvmd..forgt it..

mr sim told me juzz now tat communicatin n makin pple comfortable bein near me is my gr8st talnt..wth?!i'm SOOO not lho..2t is much bettr than me in tat..n it's not talnt..not as if i can b proud of it or anitin..wadeva..

aniwae, i got 8/25 for my essay..well..at least not zero lho..ha..ha.i thought it would turn out minus instead of zero!!i rally hope my MCQ test juzz now went well..(i'm crossin my fingrs >.<)

n my maths test i got 15/20!!YIPPIE!!!

i'm vr tird todaae..n tml is such a long dae..i'd bettr go to bed now..enough protst from me aniwae..