cross country is cumin to town!!

xcitin!!!

i keep my fingrs cross, hopin tat i won't b e last one to reach e fiishin line.. >.<

aniwae..miun's surprise bdae party was a complete failure!!she knew all along tat we were sumhow plannin it for her!!but nvmd lha..quite fun!!haha..long tym neve meet all e MG gurls..mizz them loadss n loadzzz!! ^-^

i am ok now..at least now i dun feel as if i am a loser..n i am still tryin to b positive thinkin n not to compare myself to her..it is vr surprisin to know tat she herself is also havin problem n is vr sad..e fact tat she is sad bcozz she compares bout herself n othr pple shockd me even more..turn out those to whom we feel jealous xperience similar stuff as us..it is juzz a real eye-opennr!!i tried to tell her tat she is prfect for who she is..n comparin wit othrs is juzz e biggst mistake one can make to make his lyf miserable..i myself is tryin to learn from tis shockin xprience..aftr all we r all still kids who r tryin to find our true selvs n our own ways of livin..

todae aftr skul, saudrs 2t n i were walkin back home, when suddnly we saw him n our othr classmates doin pull-up..seein us, he, all of suddn, askd me if i could do one pull-up n wantd to treat me watchin movie wit him if i could..wth?!i can't even reach e block lha hellow?!but i was quite flattrd n happy cozz he only askd me..c how dangerous likin sumone can b?!wadever he does, though it is actually not a big deal for him, can flattr me till i want to faint..thinkin tat he might lyk me also a big mistake which i can't elude at tyms..AT TYMS!!OMG..can imagine how many tyms i hav tried prsuadin myself tat he impossibly lyks me?!now i'm gettin tired of askin forcin myself to believe e truth since it is simply easier to believe e reverse..

aniwae..cross country's cumin..,muzz take care of my stamina.. >.<>