my first blog ever!!

well..i dunno y i suddenly make tis account..i think it's either bcozz i'm too lazy to buy a new book for diary..or bcozz i juzz prefer to type rather than writing..which takes quite lots of tym btw..either way, i dun really care..cozz it's not for pple to c aniwae.. ^-^

aniwae i'd bettr start now tat i hav lots n lots of story..

wad's new?

eem..

well..i juzz made my msn..ha..ha.yeah..i know..so SLOW!!but i was very happy tat i can now msn wit my old frenzz who, by now are all ard e world..it felt soo good to talk wit them..makes me remembr e gr8 old daes...when everitin i do seemd rite..when notin can brin me down cozz they were always there for me..ooh..how i mizz those tyms..well..too bad..tym can't go back..all i can do now is juzz to keep e memories n cherish it wholeheartdly.. >.<>

back to my story..i even chattd wit him!!juzz to find out tat he lyk sumone liao..hurts lyk mad!!i was too sad tat i wantd to cry also can not cry..

allen told me i lykd him too much liao..

But he really was vr sweet during vdae lhe..i was vr touchd..he knew tat i was a bit sad tat dae cozz e one i lyk neve gimme anitin..den he sent me flowr..ha..ha.msn flowr f course..but so sweet!!summore he suddnly changd his display pic into rose n said..

"APPY VALENTINE!"

i was sooo touchd!!if only he knew tat it was him who made me soo sad..i think he won't do tat..aftr all he is a nice guy who doesn't want to giv too much hope so tat gurls won't fall deepr..i think lha..if it's wrong den too bad lha.. ^-^ but dun u guys think tat it was juzz so sweet of him?i really really wantd to cry lhe..den he also told me not too think too much bout tat guy, who in fact was he himself..walao!!my story seems lyk drama theatre lhe!!ha..ha.

i was actually a bit sad when he turnd out to be soo heck care towards me ystrdae..but cum to think of it..he was nobody wad?n i'm nobody for him too..y does he hav to care soo much bout me?well..i think it's juzz e thought tat he wasn't as nice as wad i xpect him to be makes me vr sad..well..muzz start to grow up n xpect less of pple..tat way i won't get hurt easily.. ^-^

VALENTINE DAE..

well..vdae notin special happn..aniwae e nite bfor i already knew he didn't lyk me..so anitin happn i won't feel appy liao..turnd out i was totally WRONG!!i was appy!!ha..ha.evelyn gave me tis big bucke of yellow roses n a bear n a poem n 3 ferrero!!!can u believe tat?i couldn't!!i was appy bcozz i felt special..unelievable..i know..how easy human's feelin can b..but yeah..i was totally appy!!

zuan gave a bucke of ferrero tat he made himself..well..i suppose even he can b sweet too..though i still can't believe tat he could do "tat thing" to bash n mad..aniwae..saundrs gave me tis tube inside got jell..so niceeee!!!n he confessd to 2t!!i was so proud of him!!saundrs is a brave guy..though he was almost faint when he wantd to giv it..but yeah.. HE DID IT!! ^-^

even olip gave me flowrs..sent it thru her junior..so SWEET!!i really luv olip!!n miun also..though i still dunno wad she is goin to giv me..ha..ha.i'm goin to get it todae though..

touty gave me a flowr n a chocolate..i really am glad i hav her aniwae..n i hope things will work out for her now tat everytin seems lyk soo funny..although sumtyms i got irritatd wit mrvin..who is vr sad..well..i can't juzz ignore him rite?he dorsn't hav anione else lhe..scard l8r he commit suicide.. >.<

well..i think tat's all for vdae..

"lyf is not always fair..", said Jet Lee in Fearless

but doesn't it mean tat we muzz try hard for tat fairness?i still dun get wad he meant..n i dun agree too!!todae i found myself bein grounded..which is not fair btw.. NOT FAIR!!!pple went back aftr9 durin vdae..n only me kna grounded?!

WAD THE HELL?!

i dun get tat old lady..she got no lyf also muzz blame me ah?she got no one to go wit also my fault?go n die lha!!wad's wrong wit her?!hikzz...i feel sooooooo weak n angry to myself for not being able to defend myself when i know i didn't do anitin wrong..it's not e punishment ta bothr me..it's my principle tat doesn't allow me to juzz do wad i dun think is fair for me!!

ANGRY!!!!

aniwae i went to tis concrt in my skul ystrdae wit olip..well actually olip didn't want to..but i forcd her to..ha..ha.special thanx to olip for makin my dae!!luv yah dear!!aniwae e concrt suxx..but edwin sang sooooo nice!!!n i had a gr8 tym there..which basically bcozz of olip..but edwin really sang wondrfully!! ^-^

'But if destiny decided I should look the other way
Then the world would never know
The greatest story ever told..'

it was soo nice..no wondr y my blog's name is tat one rite?ha..ha.

EDWIN RAWKZZZ!!!

well..i think tat's all for now.. (^-^)